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calm before the storm...
02:23
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moments before the storm
holding onto ur arms
floating in the unknown
why do i feel so alone
save me with ur embrace
i can't remember my face
it's such a blur now, u see
life's nothing more than a dream...
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stupid boy
04:22
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stupid boy, hold on to everything that fills ur heart with joy
just bury all the pain and all the awful noise that keeps u up at night
clueless boy, the world's heading towards a very slow decline
it sucks but rest assured that everything is fine, i'll hold u nice and tight
foolish boy, i know its hard to deal with all these awful things
i'll speak all that i feel until my voice gives in, i need u in my life
ruthless boy, ur too hard on yourself, i swear ur doing great
i know it's hard to tell but please just have some faith, look deep into my eyes
let's feel our blood flow thru each other, press our faces and give off heat
lets melt the tundras all around us, feel the grass beneath our feet
and if a snowstorm blows right over, we won't worry about a thing
we'll stay warm under loving arms as our hearts begins to sing
stupid boy, one day we'll be together and our hearts will sore
the weather will get better, there'll be sun for sure to fill the days with light
human boy, the days are flying by, the leaves are blowing away
we're running out of time so let's not sit and wait, let's keep the flames alive
foolish boy, don't think the things i say are filled with spit and lies
i mean it when i say that i would not get by without u in my life
ghoulish boy, we're stuck inside a dream and we cannot escape
but when ur here with me i feel like i am safe, i think we'll be alright
let's write a story of love and glory, blood and tears and a little sweat
it's never easy but just believe me, the ending is the best part yet
let's fill the pages with our faces, curving lips and glowing eyes
and when we cross it we'll seal the promise, intertwine and fly thru space
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3. |
stardust
05:29
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i seek ur soul in mine
ur fingertips are stretching into my spine
i sleep with u in mind
u keep my dreams from falling out of line
i see the stars align
i wanna dance with u up in ur sign
i breath in streams of light
we're stardust baby, floating up above the night
conversations long and aimless 'till the end of the day
how i wish those short blissful moments weren't so far away
it's always hard in the beginning, by the end its child's play
we're made for this, we're comet kids, we’ll leap across the night and escape
free urself from ur mind, look ahead and jump into mine
patch ur wounds, take ur time, soon enough we’ll burst and shine
we’ll be the night
counting dates and ruminating all alone in the dark
stuck here waiting for the day where i can tune out my heart
it's always hard when we're apart, but things won't always be this way
this is the start of who we are, it is the end of our names
free urself, live ur life, lift ur fists to the sky
if we put up a fight , soon enough we'll burst and shine
we'll be the night
don't be afraid of yesterday, we'll make tomorrow what you want
we'll cease the days, watch em fade, and celebrate from dusk till dawn
we'll be the night
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4. |
(pink blobs)
01:32
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i can feel something moving inside, i know that u feel it too
maybe it's nothing but internal eyes, just let me be close to u
pink blobs, little blobs, hold each other and become one
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5. |
until december ends
03:50
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the perfect picture is nice and simple
it made me feel alive
and when i saw it, i think i was haunted
by something lovely and nice
u were a spirit, warm and endearing
and i was a ghost with glass eyes
but in the clearance, i could see it,
ur bright and burning light
loving hands, understand
time moves slow but i'm walking fast
sweet woman, if you can
hold me close until december ends
i don't know who i am, there's no reflections
i just know that i'm here for u
i don't know where i am, the rooms twist and bend
but i know that i have u
it was a portrait of withered orchids
painting the ground like a wound
the sky above them burns like an oven
and in the center it's me and u
i'm in your eyes, lost in time
as your body goes thru
my beating chest where u now rest,
bathing in pastel hues
loving hands, understand
time flies by but the feelings last
sweet woman if u can
hold me close until it's morning
i don't know who i am, there's no reflections
i just know that i'm here for u
i don't know where i am, the rooms twist and bend
but i know that i have u
i don't know what i am, i feel so inhuman
but i know that i'm complete with u
i can barely stand, my legs are are giving in
i just know its easier with u
darling, where've u been?
i've been missing u my whole life
sweet woman, i promise this
i'll hold u till u feel alright
and when the day ends
the world is dark and the diamonds hide
but when i look again
i see ur eyes up in the sky
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6. |
glass
04:07
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lover i surrender, take me to the sea
lock me in my coffin, take away the key
throw me in the water, carve my name in sand
and try to just forget me if u can
lover i remember when u came to me
floating like an angel, lost inside a dream
i woke up in a puddle with arms around my back
it was then i knew what i had
so lover, it'd be better if we both went to sleep
ur fingers aren't tightened, ur finally free
i'll sink into these days, put up a white flag
and make these crooked words my last
what we wanted was a soul
something tangible and whole
something real that would last
but we're a steady beating heart made of glass
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7. |
the Ghost
04:02
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i was there when u exploded, ur hair went up in flames
and ur beady eyes they melted off, but ur face, it still remains
i held onto ur body but the wind blew u away
that was when i finally knew that things would never be the same
i know the words are there, but it's hard to explain
what i felt when u left me alone
cuz deep down i know this was always the way that u wanted our story to go
i still felt your presence, it lingered on for days
i could say it was a spirit, but i know it was my brain
what i saw among the shadows was something dead and strange
i no longer know what's real, have i finally gone insane?
i know that something's there, but it's hard to explain
i'm heading down a one way road
cuz deep down i know this was always the way
that you wanted our story to go
and time after time, i arrive at the door
and the light hits my eye, but there's no one home
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8. |
go away
07:36
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i'm not going to tell u what u should do in life
so go and have a good time and feel good things tonight
i'm not so diluted as to think that i am right
but don't let me find u crying in a room with no lights
countless nights go by and i can barely get some rest
it's hard to really sleep well with a hole inside ur chest
so if u have ideas or advice, then be my guest
anything at all would be nice, but i won’t hold my breath
i just feel confused, i've gone lost my way
i struggle being alive now, i'm living day to day
and i can tell u don't care about what i have to say
but listen to me darling, this is not a game that u will want to play
ur so high and mighty, i am at an all time low
the rains have frozen over, i'm covered in your snow
oh, whatever happened to that bright and vibrant glow
i guess you dimmed the lights and now i see it all, i just want you to
go away, go away, get away
just go away, go and stay away from me
floating down a river with nothing on my mind
just waiting for the ocean to swallow me alive
that's what i've been doing, just tryna kill some time
there's not much else to do now that u left me high and dry
piles of dirty clothing just sitting on the floor
the stains on them remind me of who i was before
i'd move em out the way, but it seems like such a chore
why would i give em mind when its easier to ignore
and just some days ago, i thought things were looking good
i thought u sounded happier, i guess i misunderstood
i think i learned my lesson: things aren't always how they look
its easy to forget that things don't ever end the way u think they should
so color me impressed, u put on quite the show
the audience went wild, they gave their standing O
but now that things are over and the lights are hanging low
it's time for u to pack up, so go get ur bags and clean ur hands and
go away
u ignited all the lights
but now the flame is gone
i thought you'd try to make it right
but i guess i was wrong
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9. |
styrofoam goodbyes
06:03
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salutations from the basement i was placed in, I'm escaping with the sun
u had ur fun coming undone, making me come out so strung out and high strung
conversations long and aimless, something's changed, i think i've made up my mind
hollow words and busted birds, don't know what's worse, laying in dirt or laying in lies
i thought that time could heal these wounds
but it just tries to stop the pain
tear the frames down in ur room
throw the pictures in the flame
when i see ur plastic smiles and styrofoam goodbyes, I want to scream
the life u lead will leave u broken and looking for a soul, so don't look for me
time is up, we’re out of luck, the film is done, it's time to grab our stuff and leave
the credits roll, the plug is pulled, my hands are full holding the pieces of this dream
And there u are among the stars, it's quite bizarre to have u looming over me
when all i want is to be gone, forget these songs and waste away quietly
i thought that time would make things right
but now i'm trapped feeling this way
i'm burning bridges in the night
and melting down in the day
when everything is stripped away and it all comes crashing down
don't look for me
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10. |
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my hands are cold, i just cant fight it
they're holding onto my heart
i feel sick, so tired of hiding
but if i get up, i'll fall apart
so it's been months and i'm still breathing
breathing smoke into my lungs
afternoons pass and aeroplanes crash
time is always bending, and pretending to right all these wrongs
so let's take some time to read between the lines
and hope that we find some peace
speak, whisper, scream, just say what u mean
just get everything out please
i can't keep reacting to all these blows in the face
it's hardly inviting when it's a one sided race
i cannot win, so i'm giving in tonight
so it's been months and i'm still bleeding
blood is running down my arms
i'm not concerned, it no longer hurts
i'm used to all these feelings, so i'm dealing with them thru these songs
so don't feel so bad, it's all in the past
and all that we had is buried deep
swept under the rug, wrapped nice and snug
under a pile of leaves
but lately, i've been hating the very concept of fate
cuz i'm guessing we were destined to drift apart and part ways
so wash off ur sins, we'll be born again in light
i really doubt that i'll remember all that we said by next december
and when the raindrops destroy the embers, don't be surprised when i blame the weather
and picture ur life when it comes crashing down
u are so insecure, why am i still around
and i think u were right when u said i was wrong
for letting u in and waiting too long
i told u that everything would be okay
but really i was lying for the sake of my face
and don't u repeat all things that i said
if u won't repeat all of it
and picture my life when it comes crashing down
i am so insecure, why are u still around
and i think u were right when u said i was wrong
for thinking that love was something i want
we don't belong here
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11. |
pictures on the wall
03:51
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have a safe flight, have sweet dreams tonight
don't u worry about anything, u do that too much
just lay ur head, wake up in another bed,
and think about ur life a little bit
and if i never feel ur hands in mine again,
i'll hold on to the promises u said u kept
i think about it all the time, it hurts everyday,
but i hope that in the end we both find our way
just get some rest
i think its for the best
we've been up for way too long, it's messing with our minds
when it gets bad, i sit and think of what we had
and everything feels nice for just a bit
and if i never feel ur touch or hear ur cries,
I'll tuck away the memories and say goodbye
and maybe you won't ever hear the words i say,
but just know i really hope we both find our way
(the clouds are breaking apart)
pictures on the wall always shake but never fall
when my voice is blowing thru the wind
and i just want the snow to melt away cuz then i'll know
that the earth is spinning once again
my world is sinking into ur tides
u will wake up blinking with all worries left behind
and everything u ever felt inside
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(...the clouds begin to part
the ending to the start
ur back where u began
floating in space again
the storm is finally done
u look up at the sun
trying so hard to believe
that life’s nothing more than a dream...)
it sure feels more quiet these days
but i don't feel alone
i'm just tired and worn
no happy end, no sad goodbyes
just a sudden flicker of light
the birds are singing softly
i start to hum along
such a calm little song
the sun is shining into my eyes
it's been so long since i've seen light
i no longer need to hide
pink blob
little blob
the rain has come and gone
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